not quite the same
have you seen me sleep ?
have you watched me dream
have you heard my purr
so naked i felt
so small i was
figured you did not see me
not in the light nor the dark
not hear the voice
a craving if only i could
comply to the question
but it would have been
so flesh bound lust
dishonnest and filled with distrust
how i would have
if only i could have
if only i felt the same
if only
i'm hard to wake
hard to break
and most won't see
me
i'm not special
i try to be
try to fill what i can
expectations such a killer
i can not even compete
i wish i was more
but for you i guess i am not complete
when the smile was shining
you saw the peace inside
yet the vehicle like dead
still as poisoned water
and a kill i'd rather not have participated
feel my guilt as i am not what you anticipated
i feel as if i failed, yet proud
i did not give in
it would have been
so dishonnest to begin
understand the vehicle and mind
seperated so unkind
i am sorry to have to put you in this situation
i am far from stable
unable
this is a testament of my guilt
my shame
online dreamtime realtime
not quite the same.
have you watched me dream
have you heard my purr
so naked i felt
so small i was
figured you did not see me
not in the light nor the dark
not hear the voice
a craving if only i could
comply to the question
but it would have been
so flesh bound lust
dishonnest and filled with distrust
how i would have
if only i could have
if only i felt the same
if only
i'm hard to wake
hard to break
and most won't see
me
i'm not special
i try to be
try to fill what i can
expectations such a killer
i can not even compete
i wish i was more
but for you i guess i am not complete
when the smile was shining
you saw the peace inside
yet the vehicle like dead
still as poisoned water
and a kill i'd rather not have participated
feel my guilt as i am not what you anticipated
i feel as if i failed, yet proud
i did not give in
it would have been
so dishonnest to begin
understand the vehicle and mind
seperated so unkind
i am sorry to have to put you in this situation
i am far from stable
unable
this is a testament of my guilt
my shame
online dreamtime realtime
not quite the same.
02 dec 2007
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