Not so easy to forget him.

Every fucking day,I always think about him.Zach.Today is his birthday,I greeted him already via. facebook,but still didn't like my post either just thanking me for the greet.Zach,the only guy who made me feel beautiful,special every time we see each other.The guy I only fall in love with but still hadn't get over him after 8 months we broke up.Every night I can still felt his warm arms around my waist and a very firmly hugged from him.His stunning eyes from me to him,from him to me.I can tell by his eyes that he loved me,but just can't say it out loud by his mouth.I just really don't know,what had just happened.Did he get jealous?or something he saw in my facebook so that's why he broke up with me,or am I getting fatter?,or something I just really wanted to ask him that but how?Now,that he lives so far from me,I just can't now,I should've before when we got to see each other.My heart still aches after 8 months.But I think there will be a better one that belongs to me,I think Zach is just not enough for me.I think I just need to date someone else so I could moved on and forget about him.Because since we broke up suffered from anxiety that I couldn't,I just want to throw up all food that I ate,cuz everytime I remembers him I feel like I want to scream out of myself and I feel like going up to him, and tell him all the thing I wanted to tell him so bad,real bad.I think people are right that I should forget about him,but still its not so easy to forget him.I can do this,I am a fighter.
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