old wounds
i have not
felt this one
since a long time
what was it ?
i was about eightteen ?
zeventeen maybe
you know big war gaes
thoughts and dreams
think it was the first time
i got shot
in the chest
high center left
it was a dart of some sort
high-tech shit
pierced between the ribs
though it hurt like hell
burned like fire from the previous blast
can't remember much
always like to think it was an embush
but hell we all know
i am only off guard
when inlove
i feel it
it is still there in my chest
it hurts
and i think
the poison is starting to work now
again i am in this position
where i have become an enemy
i never thought i was
but there are some who do think
i am
i have much to think about
i am responsible
for so many things
and they say
i am not
yet they did shoot me
and hunted me down
for no apperant reason
if i am not responsible
they are close
less hostile these days
i have become grey
they .........
they did also age
after this shooting
i crippled away
fought my way to savety
hid like a coward
crying i was a decoy
maybe i am
maybe not
but they as any one
know that when a decoy is still alive
it is still valuable
don't resque me
get away
as quick as you can
i will return
in one piece
felt this one
since a long time
what was it ?
i was about eightteen ?
zeventeen maybe
you know big war gaes
thoughts and dreams
think it was the first time
i got shot
in the chest
high center left
it was a dart of some sort
high-tech shit
pierced between the ribs
though it hurt like hell
burned like fire from the previous blast
can't remember much
always like to think it was an embush
but hell we all know
i am only off guard
when inlove
i feel it
it is still there in my chest
it hurts
and i think
the poison is starting to work now
again i am in this position
where i have become an enemy
i never thought i was
but there are some who do think
i am
i have much to think about
i am responsible
for so many things
and they say
i am not
yet they did shoot me
and hunted me down
for no apperant reason
if i am not responsible
they are close
less hostile these days
i have become grey
they .........
they did also age
after this shooting
i crippled away
fought my way to savety
hid like a coward
crying i was a decoy
maybe i am
maybe not
but they as any one
know that when a decoy is still alive
it is still valuable
don't resque me
get away
as quick as you can
i will return
in one piece
24 mei 2005
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Bloem*
dinsdag 24 mei 2005 23:36
BEAUTIFULL!
-
lil idiot
dinsdag 24 mei 2005 23:56
Things from long ago can hunt/haunt you for centuries
You're still running
Time to build up strength and turn around
You can show them a thing or two..
Good luck -
monster
woensdag 25 mei 2005 17:38
running can be a good thing
wait for the summer
right now it's wise not to show force or strength
because it is not done yet...........
my running around
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