one year ago..
i took the biggest decision i ever made
one year ago.. i left
and i left you mum.. because i couldnt deal with it anymore
i could not deal with your way of life
i could not deal with your way of thinking
i could not deal with the things youve said to me
a year ago.. i left
what i did was the best thing i could do
is wasnt good, but at least it was the best
now, a year.. and a hell of a lot psychological lessons further
i can say... i did the best i could do
now im writing this,
with a tear in my eye
this tear.. has teased me.. for a couple of days..
a couple of weeks..
feeling very bad.. thinking about this day..
now that specific day has ended..
i'm proud of myself
i guess i am
i am
even today, i did have laughed
i did have loved my friends
i dont thank this life enough
i dont say often enough, how much i appreciate the things around me
i will take care of that
please.. please let me be a good person
i am not the person my mum wants to be..
i am not the person people want me to be
i am just the way i like to be
and even if i have to fight for that
i will
i will ..
well thats it for now
i'm sorry for being a little emo in the past few days..
i hope i wasnt to annoying
i love you guys