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you need not hang on to me
for you are one of the few i do not write to
but if you feel as if i am writing to you
i appriciate your words
and it means a lot to me
but for you i just want to say
enjoy your happiness that you have found
learn to smile and laugh without horror

to be honnest these things i write are towards me and not you
there are enough people that can take this and shove it up their asses
but this was truely not written for and to you
as you are i think the only one that paid attention and made me cry when i needed to

i am sorry for leaving the chat yesterday, it was pretty childish of me
like i am childish in a lot of things lately

i am sorry for being such a fucked up friend
and i thank you for your kind and warm words

i never wanted this to happen
never wanted people to see
that this is what always happens
in these months with me

well now you know
and now you can rest
because this was not ment for you
these harsh childish words

love
monster
30 nov 2004 - meld ongepast verhaal
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