reason why i left him

When I was in high school I supposbly fell in love, not really I was stupid and young. it was 11th grade and i met a guy name Cesar. I liked him cause he was sweet always talk to me yadadada we got together on 13 of i dont know what month i just know it was 13 at disney land. yeah your thinking how romantic how sweet. not really... I paid for everything that day, the food the ticket and stuff. he didnt pay for nothing really. I Was being the man that day

So as we continue to daiting things were ok we hung out with friends as if nothing happen, we would go out after school eat lunch I pay again! jackass. but I was to blind to notice these small things. Soon months and days past, I'm in 12 th grade he starts to change he becomes more perverted more clingy I hated it I told him to stop. he got butt hurt and punched himself and cut himself for it. I didnt know what to do. If I said stop he would hurt himself if I didnt say anything I would be hurt because I dont want sex, I dont want any of that, it was a battle everyday it killed the both of us.... Later on I made him a facebook because he forgot his. I accidentally logged on to his fb one day thought it was mine I saw two messages the first one was me and I thought "why would I send myself a message what hell going on" then i notice Im on his account but because of me being me I saw the other message and it was my friend and he flirting with her. She was flirting back my mother always told me when guys do that to leave them because they fucking stop they just hide it better. plus it happen before so I know. BUT I WAS STUPID I was like he wont do it again he a nice guy he trying to change for me blah blah NOPE!!!

Then one day he just pushed it he asked me for a video of me stripping and teasing myself I said "no your going to far with this, keep this shit up I swear I will leave you your changing at all your getting worst" he said "I wont show nobody this is a trust thing" I still said no. but he cried like a baby asking for it and I said no. So he like oh lets be even then so he sent me picture of his dick and I Said "no means no!" so I ignored him the rest of the night. next day in the morning my mom was pissed off she like
"you left your aol on and I saw the picture. I thought you two were a innocent couple I see that your not your both nasty and disgusting you know what your not even my friend or daughter to me anymore. Dont talk to me look at me or get near me I dont want to see you Im pissed off at you"
that day I cried. I did nothing really it was all his fault. to know your mother hates you for some picture he sent and saying Im not her daughter anymore. it hurt like hell I wanted to run away really i did I Didnt want to cause my mother pain but I Did Im her only child her only one! and this fucker ruined it for me. righ there in that moment i grab my phone I call him and I tell him "you fucked up my life now... literally you did... Im sorry dude but its over between us"
he didnt take it so well, I continue to ignore him he said he was going to kill himself and all this I told him go for it one less ass hole in this world. In the end he never did it. he saw black mailing didnt work anymore. he tried many things but I never bought them instead i stayed single the rest of my days and years till now..

Im 20 and well happy
I know I wont make the same mistake again, i hope I wont. my mom back to normal some what and Im ... well Im me. a girl who draws swims plays with animals and spends time on tumblr. and that that. I mean Im less stress and I do more stuff that i couldnt before. and well I regret the past but doesnt stop me from walking. my advice is once you leave him or her just keep walking dont look back dont bother going back no matter how many times they bug you just ignore it.