it's a little thing
it's not something special
most of the time it is something meaningless
some thing anoying
at least i think so
but this time
it ment some thing
it was beyond anything
it was the realisation of now
pure happyness
the sadness of the moment was totaly forgotten
as it was soft and small
it was a childish thing
it was more mature than grown ups can ever be
it was true without hasitation
it was real
it was the first
and it was
unlike anything i thought it would be
cause i did not think of it
not before the moment it happend
a little thing
usualy insignificant
easy to over see
but this one was
as small as it was the biggest thing
i can and could imagine
i can still feel it
i am still somewhat surprised
god this was foolishly beautyful and wise
and nothing less than a miracle
i scare my self
i still feel the moment
my body quite disorderd
faintly aroused
and at ease
i still feel you
knowing it can not be undone
knowing it is a step in to the biggest unknown
knowing it is not so scary
as it is like being home
sleep well
have a nice dream
and we should not be alone for the next 15 years or so
gods little pupils
big wide eyed
as a world changes
because it feels so the same
*i feel like i could ....
create a world again
*