Something's wrong

People don't bother themselves talking to me, they find mee purhaps too annoyning or mylife teller .. Am I ? if I was good as much as them I wouldn't find my self in this situation so maybe I need to chang again and let my issues to my family .. weither I talk to say a little bit weither I don't. Cauz telling a long story doesn't make them feel confortable with Me. They have enough problems, put your self in their places..

i don't know what's happenin, i was this lovely girl and now .. everybody keeps puching me away just because i don't go out at night anymore and i listen more to my mum?
Am i have to be a bad girl to sit with my own friends?
i don't wanna make my mum sick , i used to go out and get back a 3am 4am, sometimes i don't at all, but i'm donne with this stuff i don't wanna make her suffer anymore ..
but i didn't know that go in the right way will upset them or let them do plans without me.
Now i feel like i'm a stranger between them, i don't understand why does life have to be like this ? !

sweetnlost, vrouw, 30 jaar

• O 08 aug 2012 if you know, and if you don't!
• O 07 aug 2012 Nice day
• O 05 aug 2012 This university scares me!   ( 2 )
• O 03 aug 2012 Should I be material girl or what? Need advice!   ( 1 )
• O 01 aug 2012 Very bad day!
• O 01 aug 2012 :)   ( 2 )
• O 31 jul 2012 everybody in da house
• O 30 jul 2012 My day
• O 29 jul 2012 Where is my sister?
• O 29 jul 2012 A fuckin birthday party
• O 28 jul 2012 Memories
• O 28 jul 2012 Stupidy..i need an advice!
• O 27 jul 2012 Boys and Girls .. a true fact to discuss !   ( 4 )
• O 27 jul 2012 i can see why..!
• O 26 jul 2012 A New Goal