stop

that is what i want
that is what i need to do
that is what i need a button for

i need to stop
stop doing stop thinking stop living
stop this insecure madness
stop this stupidity
stop this endless loving excistance
stop myself

i should stop and never restart
i should stop and be done with it
i should stop and leave all you behind
i should stop and give you peace
i should stop and let you forget
i should stop and give up
i should stop

wanna give in to all this feelings
wanna give in to all i can not change
wanna give in to all that is done
wanna give in
and stop

i should stop reading
should stop listening
should stop interfering
should stop messing
should stop being apart of
should stop being
should stop excisting
should stop

self pitty is a shit load of pain
once you realize what is behind it
the desire to stop is partially self pitty
and partially pitty on you
but self pitty would fit best
and i should stop

stop this dreaming
stop these fantasies
stop these images
stop this life

and can you imagine
a world where i have stopped ?
without self pitty
without all i could do ?

it won't change a thing
and it would not matter
so why don't i stop
if there is no difference
and why should i continue
when there is no signifigance

this life is point less
this life has no meaning what so ever
this life is nothing but hardship
this life is a waste of life
so i should just stop

i could not help any one
i could not save any one
i could not love any one
cause every one makes their own
where there could be one

i should stop
talking myself down
i should stop being depressed
i should stop
cause i am

isn't there any one who can stop me
before i do something stupid again

honnestly
i should stop the band
i don't belong there
i just boss them around
i just give them a hard time
i just fuck them up

honnestly
i should stop here
i have nothing to offer
i have no reason to complain
i have no interesting things
i have only the bore that is me

honnestly
i should stop
and let all go
i should stop
and quit all together

this is what runs through my head
this is what my life is
when i don't think of love
when i don't think of you
when i don't have any thing
this is what goes around
a desire to die, to be dead, to end it all
and leave you at peace

i don't belong here, i should not make my stand here
i should not be here, and fuck you up
i should just stop