*tears*

now that the tears have dried
and my eyes are sore
i know one thing
it has not ended

it will never end
and you will never know
never taste
these tears
these fears

i can see my reflection in the mirror
slowly it fades away
and all is black
but the eyes remain
as the doors they are
are but black

i heard her voice
she told me to cut
cut my skin till it bled
but i did not
then i heard her voice
she told me to fake
use ketchup insted
but i told her
i could not cut myself
i could not fake for her

then all went wrong
tears fell like rain
like a monsoon
every time
all over again

now i am stuck
with a voice
not hers
maybe mine
that screams out
to cut untill it bleeds
to cut and stab
untill i die
i hear it almost every day
i fight it every day
and when it's gone
there is a little peace
and then
i start to cry

like rain
this pain
it will never end
things will never be
the same

these tears
for you
as i cry
i fear
you slowly die

you'll never know
cause you'll never read
never hear nor speak

i cried today
for things you'll never know
i will never write
dispite
my tears for you

monster, man, 47 jaar

• Scarlet zaterdag 16 april 2005 23:12
  And still I dislike doors...
  
  
• Clienniej zondag 17 april 2005 02:00
  Vet mooi geschreven, triest, maar mooi (K)
  

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