that tough little girl

her home was filled with people she knew,
people that were busy with there own things..

she sits on the couch,
the people talk..

she hears the voices,
but no words..

just 19,
but a head full of problems..

why can't she be like every other teenager,
what did she do to earn so much pain

she says yes and sometimes no,
just to join the conversation

she can't remember what's about,
how can people act so careless..

she is jealous,
she also wants to stress about clothes en boys.
she doesn't want to be the girl that thinks about life.

people see a happy girl with a nice smile,
but when you look in her eyes..
do not just look, but look really deep,
you will see the pain en tears..

she's wearing a mask,
and a nice smile..
she act careless but nobody knows..
that from the inside she screams for help..
and there is nobody that notice,
not even her best friend

life is hard, but why so hard for some and so easy for others