it is nice to selfdestruct
it is good for me
it shows me what life is all about
and what i realy do care for
it shows me the finer things in life
the things you would not notice
and most of all it makes me feel alive
social selfdestruction
one of my favourites
one day you will see
or rather
i will not be here any more
it helps me
to see who my friends are
to make life less crowded
and to help those who i trust
it is selfish
denying every one else
running away
but then again
it does feel better
and that is what you would like for me isn't it ?
total selfdestruction
a way to relieve me of this abuse
my drug
and the abuse on me
i am like all others hooked on life
so when i selfdestruct
well it will be the end of my stupid habit
mental selfdestruction
a great way to relieve the pain
and a beautyful way to appriciate friends
for the real ones stay
while the cowards run away
and it helps me
for i can then face my shit
and cry about all of it
well
this is just a summeray of some forms
those i do try
and still i am here
so maybe next time
you will not read any more
love
monster