the mark has been made

i will turn back
i will kill god again if i have to
i will destroy all that is standing
in my path for love
in my path to life
and it will going to kill me
well at least i will die trying
you will see me
dying with smiles and crying

did i tell you
this is the year of my death
well now you know
and i will
die all over again
tears in my eyes now
knowing i will surely fail again
i have to kill all that bothers me
all that hurts me
all that is me

give me a chance to show
my fading life
my fading love
give me a joint
some good nepal hasj
and i will die
with a tear and a smile
and know it was worthwhile
that i have known you
that i have love for you
and that i get thoughts in all i do
thoughts of you

i need to fight
i need to kill my fears
all my insecurities
all my life i will kill
it is not my will
but god never left me a choise
i have to kill
give me a dream and a splif
and i will go kill
for you !

i have nothing to fight for
i am lost and doomed anyway
there is no relieve for me
i will die that day !

there is just one problem
i can not fight for myself
and like every day
i just coward away
but god
you will pay
dearly you stupid fuck
i will find you
and kill you
KILL ME

and i will die smiling
die crying for again i found
love that is not
feeling right


(the killing of parts of me)

monster, man, 47 jaar

• Asih zondag 03 oktober 2004 11:25
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