the war inside

everybody fights once in a while
mostly in minds
the struggle is not any different from any outside
just that the opponent is you yourself

you can kill yourself a million times and justify it in your mind
but when some one else does it it is a shame

the fight here and now is not any different than the fight from long ago
just that you now live it makes it so difficult to see the true value

shit happens and often one is to blame
but playing the blame game never helps
when you first blame the other

inside it is not any different
you can blame yourself over and over again
but it is you who has got to work for a solution
or drown in your own missery

i can kill myself in my mind
but it never helps
i can cut myself but it does not get me closer to a scarless body or mind
i can blame the other for doing this to me
but it is me who lives it
and i am responsible for what ever befalls me
responsibility is not the same as blame
but when in the deep
that is often forgotten

you can swallow your pride
and get on
knowing the scars will leave
when the mind has resolved
the hurt it holds on to

it is all the same
in the big and small
the biggest and smallest of things
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