things that were never but are now
my days are filled with anger and pain
bitter and wretched i have become
i always thought i was like that
i never was
i always thought i was good i never qwas
now that i fought so hard to be good
i see the error of my ways, but the smile is gone
the pain and bitterness grows each day, i have been so bad to every one i loved and love
and this is the sweet price to pay
tears of painful memories
the lies i believed
the pain i brought
i never was a good man
i always was the evil one
now is my time to pay
and no one can enjoy
for all i have been bad to are not to see
the tears of pain
i have been evil for so long
and i know i can not change
i still feel the anger and cruel thoughts
i still enjoy the killing
and the pain i deliver
i have been a bad man
and somewhere i will always be
i am the evil one they hate
but a pretty shell makes them blind
no one realy hates me
or maybe some do
i don't know
i have been so bad all my life
and i can't change a thing about it
nore can i change the wrong i am going to do
even though i don't yet know what that will be
all good i try will one day backfire
never will i rest in peace
for i will not surrender to this urge
never will i know love
for i will only haunt it away
knowing i can only do harm
bitter and wretched i have become
i always thought i was like that
i never was
i always thought i was good i never qwas
now that i fought so hard to be good
i see the error of my ways, but the smile is gone
the pain and bitterness grows each day, i have been so bad to every one i loved and love
and this is the sweet price to pay
tears of painful memories
the lies i believed
the pain i brought
i never was a good man
i always was the evil one
now is my time to pay
and no one can enjoy
for all i have been bad to are not to see
the tears of pain
i have been evil for so long
and i know i can not change
i still feel the anger and cruel thoughts
i still enjoy the killing
and the pain i deliver
i have been a bad man
and somewhere i will always be
i am the evil one they hate
but a pretty shell makes them blind
no one realy hates me
or maybe some do
i don't know
i have been so bad all my life
and i can't change a thing about it
nore can i change the wrong i am going to do
even though i don't yet know what that will be
all good i try will one day backfire
never will i rest in peace
for i will not surrender to this urge
never will i know love
for i will only haunt it away
knowing i can only do harm
14 dec 2004
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obsession
dinsdag 14 december 2004 22:38
never will i know love
for i will only haunt it away
knowing i can only do harm
.. mooi..
je moet niet denken dat je alleen mensen pijn doet, dat is niet waar, het kan ook gewoon niet waar zijn. Je bent wie je bent, je doet wat je doet, je hebt lief omdat iedereen dat mag en verdient. Negeer je angsten. Sterkte enzo.. ^hug^
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Scarlet
woensdag 15 december 2004 00:11
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