Ugh

So ... lately Ive been giving my friend the "I really dont wanna talk to you shoulder" Because Eh I guess cause something caught my attention on my way home my friend Micheal (who I still talk to but eh...) asked "isnt she gonna give you a ride home?" I told him "Nah I'll take the blue line home... plus she didnt offer.. so eh..." he said "I thought she was you two were good friends" And I thought about the times I offered her a ride home and she didnt offer me a ride. Thought She would offer our friend Cindy a ride cause ya know those two are so close and she wants the best for her and UGH
Also the fact the way she talks about her "Cindy said this and we did this and she told her bf skitz is doing this" I feel like saying "Well... If cindy not talking to me and she doesnt open up to me like she does with you why are you telling me?" but i dont I stay quiet and Nod till Micheal comes and distracts me from her... I dont mind but What really threw me off was ...

I said Im going to disneyland with my mom soon! she said "oh cool cant wait to go!" and i first think... did I invite her?... no i didnt... so why... Bu i told myself eh never mind she'll forget about it... So few days passed and im happy cause soon ill get to go and she ask "Cindy coming with us right?" And I give her this look like "ehh no... none of you are coming just me and my mom.." but again I just nodded slowly and said yeah if she wants.

To be honest im the third wheel. Its not cause im Jelouse ...well I am but thats not like the highest thing...like said Im third wheel and When I go with them its like Im ignored by them the only I got is my mom to talk to and she see that to. She doesnt want them to come because of the same reason she thinks their rude and all that... So I told my mom what do I tell them and she said just say "we cant do it this year and if we do it will a random day so we cant predict. So i said ok and I told her she said ok maybe next year but eh Im just glad I dont have to see them those days