unintended

this was not planned
this was not what i thought of
but it happend
it happend

how could it happen
this
what is the matter with me
how how

i wanted
something
but this ?

how long was i deluding myself ?
how long was this shit inside ?
it is beautyful but
this should not be
should it ?

what the fuck is going on here
this feels like the twillight zone
it is freaking me out here
more or less

oh what is fucking going on
all i wanted
was

i don't even remember


oh wait
i remember
love

monster, man, 47 jaar

• aman donderdag 30 december 2004 00:01
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