voices makes me happy
so today I Was feeling a bit stressed out. I took child Dev and I dont need it but my friend tricked me into it -__-"
so after english I went to a bench and sat down until 11. at the time it was 10. my grandma made salad so i took some to school and i was eating it waiting for class to start, then I got my sketch book and began to doodle but I just cant make a picture no matter how hard I try I cant make anything so I text my friend Micheal "I have art block" and he calls me back asking "what do you mean?!" and I told him i cant draw anything! and he told me just keep trying and he keeps talking about how we should start small and then we go into our regular talk and how things are going and I told him good of cores and I guess just listening to him made me smile, people will think im crazy but just him alone he gives words of inspiration and it made me smile and I wanted to draw a little more as he talk. even though I still didnt know what I just wanted to pick up that pencil and draw anything whatever my hand could take.
All day I just kept thinking "Micheal Im still going"
but on the bus i thought what if something ever happen to him.. what would I do... he my Rival, he's my teacher, my sempai! my adventure buddy..... he's always telling me new things and places to go to when i get car... I dont wanna loose that and while I was on the bus i look down at my phone wanting to send a text that says "please dont ever disappear" but in the end I closed it knowing it was stupid.
but if he ever did disappear from my life I Would still move on but I know he wouldnt want me to give up sO i'll just keep doing my dream..
so after english I went to a bench and sat down until 11. at the time it was 10. my grandma made salad so i took some to school and i was eating it waiting for class to start, then I got my sketch book and began to doodle but I just cant make a picture no matter how hard I try I cant make anything so I text my friend Micheal "I have art block" and he calls me back asking "what do you mean?!" and I told him i cant draw anything! and he told me just keep trying and he keeps talking about how we should start small and then we go into our regular talk and how things are going and I told him good of cores and I guess just listening to him made me smile, people will think im crazy but just him alone he gives words of inspiration and it made me smile and I wanted to draw a little more as he talk. even though I still didnt know what I just wanted to pick up that pencil and draw anything whatever my hand could take.
All day I just kept thinking "Micheal Im still going"
but on the bus i thought what if something ever happen to him.. what would I do... he my Rival, he's my teacher, my sempai! my adventure buddy..... he's always telling me new things and places to go to when i get car... I dont wanna loose that and while I was on the bus i look down at my phone wanting to send a text that says "please dont ever disappear" but in the end I closed it knowing it was stupid.
but if he ever did disappear from my life I Would still move on but I know he wouldnt want me to give up sO i'll just keep doing my dream..
14 feb 2013
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