it is but a strange thing
i will or will not be online tomorrow
and i will or will not miss it
but i will miss you
and miss you
i am not sure of what will happen
i am not sure of what is next
nor of my life and feelings
of my connection to here
i have been here just a few weeks
i have made some friends
people i love to read
people i don't even know
and i got warm reactions
and i got warm feelings
but i am cold now
because i dare not to cry
over something like this
there is a bright side
though is it
a few days weeks or months without
this addiction
will make me suffer
and make me see the outside again
i don't know what will happen
but i will return
for i need to see how you are doing
for i need to be
close
i am so sorry to abandon you
because of all this
this shit fucked thing
my lazy ass and financial shit
so good bye
dear friends
untill the connection is returned
i will be
gone