when does the anger stop ?
it is hard not to be angry at the world
guess it is to hide my own dismay
my own fucked up life, which i refuse to end
i should end it
there is nothing that i can do
nothing that excites me
maybe there is something that excites me
but it will pass
guess i have become so shallow that i can not even say i am a pool
where i once was an ocean
maybe i used up all i had
maybe i gave more than i could lose
once i was a mountain
now you can't even call me a pile
the things in life
you know the simple things
it has become a drag
even the harder things
they start to lose meaning
it won't be long now
it won't be long
i don't belong
not here
not now
i think i should
and soon
but it will happen
when time is mine
and then
the anger stops
forever
guess it is to hide my own dismay
my own fucked up life, which i refuse to end
i should end it
there is nothing that i can do
nothing that excites me
maybe there is something that excites me
but it will pass
guess i have become so shallow that i can not even say i am a pool
where i once was an ocean
maybe i used up all i had
maybe i gave more than i could lose
once i was a mountain
now you can't even call me a pile
the things in life
you know the simple things
it has become a drag
even the harder things
they start to lose meaning
it won't be long now
it won't be long
i don't belong
not here
not now
i think i should
and soon
but it will happen
when time is mine
and then
the anger stops
forever
27 apr 2005
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Asih
woensdag 27 april 2005 21:37
It's all illusion & hallucinations?
You are one of us, NOT separate!
Even if all of us think we are the same: it is NOT like that!
Even if all of us feel we are different: NOT so!
ALL we can do is share & try to keep our balance ...
-
monster
woensdag 27 april 2005 21:51
if i was one of you
then how the hell can it be that all of you are so damned ignorent !
(i am sorry to be so angry, but i hate this world and it's inhabitents, they can not do anything ! they just complain and destroy, be blind and fuck things up
they claim so much, yet can't do anything they claim. )
i have yet to meet any human which surpasses me in my work, i only hear the few reflections that ripple in the water of life just like this vehicle
at least he cries
dies
and lives for things he believes in
but no one has ever shown anything new
you've become vehicles for the dead
tools for money and the financial world
what you think is freedom
what you think is love
those things you can think of are but small drops of a graeter thing
i recent this life and the continuation
this unit should have been allowed to die
but it was refused
more than once
now we are trapped
in a world we love, and see being destroyed by humankind
after all the hard work
it never stops
the hurt never stops
will it stop when we inflict ?
(i should go out and kill some one, just to know for sure)
i will stay in and dream of killing
waking up knowing i have killed with the vehicle of another
or maybe
you are all mine
yet i prefer this one
for it is true and blue
and this love is eternal
who the fuck cares any way
you just follow blindly to get some more lust and fun
I HATE YOU HUMANS
i need to get to the old days
where have they gone of to ?
i need to be with friends
but they are all human
i am
alone here
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