why diddn't she leave you

boy what are you doing to me.
boy you gotta leave me alone
get out of my head and let me life my live.
you know what you did to me .
so why are you stil here ?
what is it? whats wrong? don't you understand?
don't you get it ?
it's my live that you've destroid can't you even say sorry.
can't you be unest to yourself?
can't you be unest to me?
you realley hurted me.
and you didn't do it once.
i do not know what i am supposed to do .
i do not know how to manage my feelings.
and i think that i do not even know how i feel about you.
yes i'm so mad
and yes i'm so sad.
but your still around.
caus your in love with my sister.
i do not know why she didn't leave you .
i still see the tears in her eyes when the train left and you did'nt go with her.
you did it to yourself .
why could she not think about me ,what happend to me.
no she did'nt and she will never do that caus after al you've done to me and my sister and my mother she still loves you.
and i've got no words for it.
when we were trying to make it a nice evening out ,it always ended with tears and anger and at that moment i'm hating you so much how dare you.
you promissed her to protect and to give her a live she deserves and a live she needs only to get over the past.
but you are creating a new past for her ,and its not a good one.
i want her to see realley smiling caus i love her so much so much mabey even more than you do.
please just change ore go out of her live.
if you don't change i will always see the tears in her eyes and i can't do it annymore.
i want a nice night out with you and her ,i want her eyes filled with real pleasure and joy.
i want to see her happy i never did see her realley happy.
please make her happy ,mabey is that the only way out for me to forgive you!
22 sep 2006 - meld ongepast verhaal
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