Why do i keep doing this?! D:

i keep getting these suicidal thoughts and i keep finding myself almost able....is that bad? i also found myself to not be the usual me...usually im quiet and dont say a word to ANYONE but today i yelled at teacher who yelled at me. She was saying that i NEED TO do this and i NEED TO do that. There wa no many need tos in that sentence i guess because i snapped and like blacked out >.< i think i need help or do i? im so confused! please help me i really am lost and afraid that the next time i wont catch myself in time and end up being too late i need help

yuki c:, vrouw, 29 jaar

• Yuveria woensdag 08 februari 2012 22:11
  In this life we have to endure these hard things that happen to our life , I too have been thinking like you before... but be strong if u do the wrong thing it's from the devil insides you that don't want you to be happy and end up to wrong things.
  I hate teachers who do that XD I've been in these hardship before with teachers but if you want to beat her then do whatever she wants so there wont be any problems, and don't be sad ok ^_^ I signed up just for you hehe ^^ hope I helped ^^
• yuki c: woensdag 08 februari 2012 22:49
  thank you! i really thought about what you said and i will just try and not think about whatever is making me into this person ...i think that i just need to have another de-tox
  
  ~skylar
  or....
  ~yuki XD lol haha

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