You learn something new every day x

You learn something new every day. And not just the life cycle of a frog or Pythagorus Theorem. Today I learnt, or realised, how much I've grown up. It's kind of a scary thought. I always considered myself a kid. I used to look at old ladies and think 'they must be so jealous I'm so young and can run around and scream and whatever' and I thought I'd just always be that way.

I guess you change, you grow up, you mature. And gosh... I hate it. I so so miss the good old primary school days, just chilling with my friends, being so well-liked and funny and getting good grades without even trying. Wow, that's changed so much and so fast it makes me wanna cry. I wish I had Caitlin here to help me out :|

Caitlin... every time I hear the name it makes me feel something different depending on my mood. Sadness, nostalgia, hatred, jealousy, frustrated, annoyed, confused, pissed off. Right now, I wish she was the Caitlin I used to love, and I wish I was the Izzy I used to love.

But, like I said, things (and people) change, something I'm only just starting to realise. And now that everything is changing, it makes me understand the full impact of the very word. 'Change'. People you used to love and look up to can change forever. They can change into the very person you thought was the complete opposite of everything they stood for and believed in.

And that's exactly what's happening. We're both the COMPLETE opposite of what we were in primary school. And I don't think it's a good thing.

xx

28 sep 2011 - bewerkt op 01 okt 2011 - meld ongepast verhaal

QuirkyLove, vrouw, 27 jaar

O 06 okt 2011 Good times :) x
O 01 okt 2011 Why you so lovely for, my dear? x
O 01 okt 2011 Wow. Never thought I'd be missing you x
O 29 sep 2011 What have I done?
O 28 sep 2011 You learn something new every day x
O 27 sep 2011 First Entry ( 2 )

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