anger

i am angry
i am real angry
i am so angry
and there is nothing i can do

i won't drink
i won't fight
i won't sink
i won't fright

i am angry
at the world
i am bleeding
and no one cares
they all just think of them selfs
they have no respect for anything
they can not walk away from ego
because every one is so inlove with their self

i am angry
because no one dares to change
no one dares to put themself aside
no one thinks beyond their ego
no one realy cares
they care, because they suffer
not because some one is in need
not because it is the right thing to do
but because they fear for their own self
the instablity it might bring
inside of their own
not because some one is hurting
not because some one is feeling bad
but because some one is feeling bad and,
it might make them feel bad

i am angry
because who cares how you feel
no one realy does
it is a world filled with ego's
and i get pissed
at each and every one of them
get pissed because
it does not have to be this way
pissed because again
i am angry at sociaties denial
ego's that deny
others to experiance
warmth from the heart

people don't love with heart no more
just with minds
it bothers me
because they fear being fragile
they fear learning to trust
i am angry
because i am alone
sore and broken and alienated from you
i am
nothing to you
just a reminder to keep your ego in balance
just a tool to give you purpose and gratitude
just a tool to inflate your ego
well to me that means NOTHING
when you refuse to listen
to your heart
because i wonder
if you can

i am bittered and cold and ugly
i am scabbed and bleeding
i am alone and frightend
because of you ego maniacs
"and maybe i should play god
and kill you my self"

i am sober
and longing for a joint
maybe it will ease my mind
maybe it will kill me again !

i hope you realize
you are dead in my mind
all of you ego loving heartless brain lovers
who think love is something you can think
create with the mind
well good luck
i hope i die before i wake
because i don't wanna wake up in a world full of heartless idiots
where i am an usefull idiot
a tool to make you feel less alone