anxiety attacks are ruining my LIFE!
After trying to survive from anxiety attacks, like my life changed a loooot and everything became weird and my life is now like a hell ! of course, i see my old pictures and say look how was i like 10days ago or maybe 5days ago and now what is happening to me ? i'm like why the fuck is this happening! The worst of all is that my parents dont see that i should see a doctor, i just take lexomil without their permsision but i'm tired!
I never sleep, i can't stop thinking about silly stuff .. and i cant date !
now i'm going out with this guy, he's a basketball player but i'm trying to think of everything to screw up this relationship just because i'm sick and i don't think i deserv to be happy !
I don't deserve to be happy !
and without God, i wouldnt be here, seriously, when anxiety was violent i was going to suicide, but thank gooooooood i didn't !
I never sleep, i can't stop thinking about silly stuff .. and i cant date !
now i'm going out with this guy, he's a basketball player but i'm trying to think of everything to screw up this relationship just because i'm sick and i don't think i deserv to be happy !
I don't deserve to be happy !
and without God, i wouldnt be here, seriously, when anxiety was violent i was going to suicide, but thank gooooooood i didn't !
24 feb 2013
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oaktree
woensdag 27 februari 2013 00:00
Hi, Alot of People Have Trouble with Anziety, What you should do is get to the Doctor and get Started on some Medicine to Help you with it......And if you need a Friend to Chat with Feel Free to write me at JMcD777@gmail.com your Friend John
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