Because of you?..

That moment when you know you're sitting at the end of the Clift and you're ready to jump. I've changed and you probably don't approve of it. You probably fucking hate me. Who knows if you still love or care about me but everyone changes. You have to live with it. It's just a part of life. If you really loved someone you would follow them each step of the way, supporting them through it all. It's so hard on me and without your support, it's even harder. You don't understand that I feel sorry for you because I'm changing and you don't want me too. When I stopped talking to you, you didn't even bother to text me to see if I would cave in and text you back. I waited for days for that phone to go off and it to be from you. Every time that fucking phone went off I had butterfly's in my stomach. I was hoping it was from you but I got my hopes up for no reason because each time I looked, it wasn't from you. I cried my self to sleep, which I do every night anyways. I cried during the day. There was times I didn't want to get out of bed. I walk in the rain more often. Every chance it rains. I take baths with bubbles and candles because I want to relax but I can never get you off my mind no matter how hard I tired. If you love me.. Show it... Why are you hiding it. Show me how much I mean to you even if it makes you look like a fool. Why hide it? Because you don't love me? I see... Either walk away or show me you care. Or I'm jumping off this Clift that I'm barely even on.
17 jul 2013 - meld ongepast verhaal
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