Beware, i'm a fuck up.

beware. i'm a fuck up.
don't ever label me. i won't hate u unless u give me a reason to. don't screw me over. don't get me mad. i'm hellofa good friend if your a good friend to me. i'm not so full of myself (as some think) or in other words: conceided. but that doesn't mean i have low self esteem either. haha.don't expect to gain trust from me so easily or to get close to me. u won't. if you hate me, well then, i love you too. i don't like half the people i know or talk to, but i don't kiss their ass either.

i can have fun being alone because i'm just brilliant like that. i hate shallow people & judgemental people. and i don't think i'm better than anyone. u shouldn't either.

i don't suffer from depression. but i'm not the happiest of people. i do have my share of sadness but i do try my hardest to keep my head up. even at the roughest times.

i enjoy movies & late night phone conversations. i like to play online. i am a nerd. i like hugs. like a lot. and of course kisses. i love making people laugh. and i may come off as immature.

i've had a bad past.and don't bring up high school days, ewww. i love pizza. and i always seem to fall for boys i have no chance with.

i'm probably nicer than you. i can talk to you for just 10 minutes and already figure you out. i love ice cream. i love long notes. but i don't like to write long notes, only because i'm a lazy bitch n’ spammer.guess what this makes me now then.

i dance to electro & techno in my undies while i'm home alone.i laugh at my own jokes because i'm a loser like that. i don't have any talents. i'm not religious. i’m a satanist. ha. i'm scared of spiders & any type of bug. if youre near me when i see one, run away far from me.

i've been arrested before, for shoplifting undies. for fucks sake, i'm a dumbass for shoving undies into my pocket not a badass.

i don't have wrong intentions and sometimes i hurt people's feelings without even meaning too. i'm confusing. i don't know what i want or how i feel. i can never seem to be satisfied or content. so don't even try to understand me, but if u do, props for u.

i can draw. i like taking pictures. i love makeup.and i still laugh to the same jokes everytime i watch episodes of friends. i love thaifood. i love spices. i wish i had a penis for one whole day.

i love putting my hair in pig tails. i like to party. i drink too much. i'm a fuckin idiot when i'm drunk. i can't sing. i can't stay still, ever.

don't act like you care about me and don't be sweet to me and say things you don't mean. i'm not racist. i just like to crack jokes about different ethnicities. so don't take it so personally, chink. ^_^.

i probably can burp louder than you, no lie. i always have eyeliner on, well most the time. i can never have a good night's rest.

i don't like to be compared to Christina Aguilera, because i don't look like her at all. Simple like that.so stop doing that.

i don't think my family likes me very much. i seem to change my moods a lot. there are very few people that i truely do care about. i suck at meeting new people. it's crazy how much i change over just a few months, looks & personality wise.

i want to move to the UK or states. i want to be a photographer. i want to be a lawyer. i want to be a make up artist. i want to be designer. regardless of how much i suck at taking pictures, and arguing, and even doing my own make up, i still have those dreams. i have respect for myself.