Bleeding winter

Winter is keeping my body frozen, my heart stops slowly, it's freezing to dead. My is look fading away. My smile was dead but it's coming back to life. Nobody see's i'm playing it. When i smile, i really want to cry. And when i laugh i secretly want to die! So i bleed away my last bit of hope and fall helpless. I can't think clear anymore, so i take a knife filled with cold and pain. And cut the name of the one in my arm. My lips begin to shiver, and then i see my arm bleeding. For to sleep forever is becoming no will anymore but a must! So i grab my razor en push it deeper in my wrist. This happens when i feel unloved or unwanted. So there i lay, unconscious and everything is black and quiet, i feel nothing. One day YOU will have nothing and you can not change or will be able to do something about that!



I lost my last bit of hope in life,
when i stopped loving you.....