Scream at me until i bleed

I need the pain to get me through
I loved you a lot and not once ever hurt you
But this world is distressing and it's pain I need
So scream at me until my ears bleed

My mind is set on overdrive
I'm slowly dying deep inside
My thoughts are morbid and very insane
I'm headed straight to hell and I have nothing to gain

Scream at me until I wake up from this nightmare
Scream at me and try not to silence and not to stare

This world is meaningless, completely absurd
My soul is very tortured, very vengeful, and disturbed

You hurt me once, then you hurt me again
Love can be good, but it's a deadly sin

You fucked me over not once, but twice
I cry and bleed and continue to slice

My self-destruction is not over you
You really fucked up and you know it's true

My mutilation is for the feeling of pain
My love for you was strong, but in vain

I know you have no feelings, no guilty conscious, and no concern
That's why my heart is black as night but my soul continues to burn

You're not real because you can't feel
Not all scars show and not all wounds heal
My scars and deep and forever they'll stay
But when I'm gone, you'll be the one to pay

You're not worth anything, nothing at all
You hurt me and lied to me, then dared to call
You did nothing but sit by and watch me fall
Now I sit alone and stare at the wall

Scream at me until my scars bleed black
Upon my arms, my ankles, my wrists, my back
Watch the ground begin to crack
Love and trust is what I lack

I hate you more than life itself
You did nothing but hurt me and make my life hell

So scream at me until the blood falls to the ground
I'll scream and bleed and no one will hear a sound

Scream at me until my knees collapse right under me
Know that I'm trapped and I'll never be free

Scream at me until my world crumbles and falls
Watch me die, watch me bleed, watch me be enclosed by the tumbling walls

Know that I'm dying and stare at my scars
I learned at a young age you can't wish upon stars

Watch my scars open and my blood form a river
I hope it makes you cry, makes you sick, makes you shiver

What you did was fucked up and wrong
So sit by and hum a pretty little song
While I slowly slice open each fucking vein
I don't feel the pain because I'm psychotic and insane
I'll fall and die while lying in the rain
To watch the whole world live and die in pain...