Love Hurts........

Sometimes I sit alone in the dark and stare at my walls, wondering where I went wrong. Sometimes I spend hours wondering when everything fell apart. After a while, I fall asleep. When I wake up, I realize... everything I did was wrong. Sometimes I wonder why you made me hurt. Other times I wonder why I let you. Now I've lost my happiness, my friends, and my ability to trust and love ... but I don't blame only you. I gave you my heart and I trusted you not to break it. It was your choice if you wanted to break it or fill it. You chose to lie to me then break it. I kind of lost my sanity when she told me she loved you... but I really lost my sanity when you told me you loved her too. Now I've fallen to pieces and you're with her. I tried not to lose you... you were everything to me. Now you say you hate me and that you never wanted me. If you never wanted me, why were you with me? Why did you say you loved me if you didn't? Why did you promise you'd never leave me? Everytime I see you it gets hard to breathe and even harder to choke back the tears. As the days go by, I watch my blood and tears fall, waiting for this nightmare to end. It's not your fault you couldn't ever love me more. I just wish you had of listened when I told you that I wasn't what you were looking for, and that I couldn't be your everything. Maybe then I wouldn't be hurting so bad. Now what's done is done, and not even time can heal my broken heart. All I have now is one request. Could you look me in the eyes and tell me that you're happy now? It hurts like hell when I think about you. Does it hurt even a little when you think about me?
11 mrt 2009 - meld ongepast verhaal
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