cry untill there is no air left to breath

last night i cried myself to suffocation.
the wreck i am the failed.
and some one called me a hero, just for giving some advise,
some praise me for being there just to comment in honnesty.
but i don't deserve it.
i don't

last night i prayed, i prayed upon all those who have not betrayed love.
i don't pray that often, and i sure am not good at it.
i just make it look pathetic like i really am.

i cried myself to sleep,
tears rolling down my face till the pillow was wet
and salt is stained all over my face.

i have no excuse for my failings
i sin every day
i fail to be what i can be
and all i am good at
i have wasted away.

may my prayers be heard and my those who they were ment for recieve
cause no prayer will be spoken and should be spoken
for a mistake like me.

i can elaborate and say so much bull
but there is nothing
nothing that is worth a prayer for me
i fucked up
and will hide in shame

all i can give you
is what i believe and know
and both are not
what you want to hear
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