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I was raised in a christian home that was extremly strict and cold.
Even as a child... I saw things they didn't.
As I got older I noticed that I was draining people around me.
I was extremly hyper in huge crowds and lived with a "Screw It" Attitude.
I started to change inside to a being controled by energy.
If the energy was bad, I was bad.
If it came in a positive nature, then I was extremly Positive,
It was the very life force controling me.
At age 18 I left home to search why I am this way.
I moved to another city and found it had much energy to provide.
Still scarred, I went to church trying to be in good nature with a higher power.
I refused to accept that I was this way no matter what I did.
In time... I warmed to the idea that I could not change my nature.
Starting from this point...
I found much life in me even today.
Some say we are evil, but evil is a point of view.


Don't be afraid of what you are, enjoy the gifts you have.
Live life the way you please and never let others decide who you are.

Feed Well and Be Happy.
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