Eternal Nightmare

Life is like a nightmare
No one can save you because nobody's there
You're stuck alone with all your fears
You've drowned yourself in your own blood and tears
And all the hate and and hidden rage can no longer be hidden after all the years

Life is a lie, and while living it you'll wish for death
You'll slit your wrists, cry at night, and become anxious to breathe your last breath

You can't escape the hurt and pain
You'll love the darkness and love the rain

You'll hate the world, you'll hate yourself; You'll hate everyone around
You'll cry inside and scream in silence, but no one will hear a sound
You'll fake a smile, but hate the light
You'll pretend nothing's wrong when really nothing's right

Death is reality; It's not a dream
You'll beg for death and bleed until you scream

This all describes me; The poisoned seed
The one that hates you, but loves to bleed

I have a wish; A wish for death
I'll cry and bleed until I breathe my last breath

Everything I knew fell right before my eyes
The world I once knew was fake and built upon lies

I want you to believe that nothing's wrong
While I cry and bleed all night long

I want you to forget my existance and name
Life will go on and return to the same

The only difference is, I won't be here to bleed or cry
And I won't be here to hurt, pretend, and want to die

I'll be in Hell where I belong
The pain has gone on far too long

I'm sorry if this hurts you or gives you a scare
But I'm a dark tortured soul and you really shouldn't care

Death is the only thing that can set me free
I know you tried and wanted to succeed

But my life was filled with pain and lies
Besides; Everything and everyone eventually dies

Don't be scared and don't be hurt
Hold back your tears; Don't let them fall; Try not to stare as they bury me under 6 feet of dirt

Pretend that you never knew me
Pretend this was meant to be

Try your hardest not to cry
The life I was living was one big lie

It's not that I didn't love you, because I did, with all my heart
But the pain and hurt tore my mind and soul apart

Try to understand that I'm gone and dead
Let me go and get my voice out of your head

I didn't want to hurt you; That's why I'm in my grave
It seems you're hurting more right now; But I was far too lost to be saved

You can't bring me back; That's something everyone knows
You were the only one that ever got in... when my mind and heart were closed

When it came to making me smile and laugh; You were always the absolute best
But those days are over; I'm gone so move on; My death was the beginning of my eternal rest