fading away

i am fading away
i am losing myself
losing my feelings
i am shutting down
because there is no hope
because i need to protect
you from me
myself from you
myself from myself
i need to be sure and strong
but all i am is sure of insecurity
all i am sure about is this repeating cycle
of reacuring incidents and trouble
this is not new
only you are
this is not new
this has been for ever
this is not new
only for a few
minor details
that could be big
but then i can not
stay afloat
i will stray and sink
i drink
so i forget
my feelings
so i can drown
my feelings for you
that i can not express
because of things
i can not explain
because of things happening
that look so the same
know i love you
deep with in
but i will hide it
away
i will hide it
away

monster, man, 47 jaar

• Asih dinsdag 05 oktober 2004 20:20
  

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