forget it.

i am so fucked up at the moment nothing comes out the way it should
not that it matters,
i'll survive any way
out live most of you
with any luck kill some of you
and smile all the bloody way to hell

just to kill what you think is there
and go to heaven and kill your god and loved ones that did not deserve to go to heaven !

all will be put in black emptyness
solitairy untill the souls will realize their mistakes
no more new bodies for the lot of you and all before
cause none deserve it.
no second chances

so kiss your sorry loved ones good bye
none will return none will be seen again.

this is the price you'll pay for your ignorance and selfish behaviour
your denials and your supidity and lack of understanding which every one could have reached.
no excuses no remorse, no second chances

i am so fed up with your foolish selfish stupidity
and if you do not grab this chance
no chances left
clear and simple

one shot one kill
that is the new way to go,
no one will get a second chance
if you die you're gone forever untill you realize
but that will take most of you so long
you could not imagine the dark void

i am so sick of it all
go fucking kill yourself and die with a smile
cause every tear is one wasted
if it is a selfish tear of loss
go fuck yourself and die with grace

i am so done with you
so fed up with you

you don't love life
nor have any respect
no moral
and no more ground to stand on
when you die
it is all gone
bye bye in to the void
no gates of heaven
no angels
no forgiving god
just me, pissed and bored
just me that will put you in your place
untill you rise out of it on your own power.

and then maybe then
you can have your rights to a second chance.

your god is dead
and i am the one who killed them !
don't ever doubt your heart or instinct
but then again
you don't even know what you feel
cause all the words you know
do not explain the fine details just right
and that will be your death
the lack

i am so fed up with it.
i should die just to give you that selfish feeling of loss
just to fuck you up
and confront you with yourselfish desires

do not desire
simple ain't it ?