Fuck, it happened AGAIN

How can I be so stupid and get attached again?
Now all I am In tears, a broken heart and an urge to wanna scream
How can I be so foolish to let him again, after all we've been through right Away he just says he doesn't like me anymore, is that it ? What did I do wrong when all iv been trying to do is to please u.
From now and on I'm done, with relationships and getting in my feelings
There's a party this weekend, and I'm gonna forget everything and hang loose
Here's to never being close and opening up cause in the end getting hurt is the only option.
God I hated how I had my world revolving around him when I wasn't even his 4th choice.