Feelings
Feeling sad is normal, well at least thats what they tell you to make you not think as much, but really is it "normal" to feel sad so much you wanna cry almost every night? coming home from school feeling unwanted from seeing everybody having a boyfriend holding their hand or at least a best friend being there.
But i guess thats being a new kid for yah, my parents never really worry with how I'm feeling or notice me anymore. I'v been pretty Independent since i was a kid, I remember in elementary school I didnt talk to anybody, I felt like I'v had nothing to say and I just doodled and made up stories. Sometimes i still wish i thought like that now I just regret what I say because I can never take it back.
But once a famous person said "Unspoken words are the most regretful" In some terms thats true but not in my case, which needs to go to a jury
But i guess thats being a new kid for yah, my parents never really worry with how I'm feeling or notice me anymore. I'v been pretty Independent since i was a kid, I remember in elementary school I didnt talk to anybody, I felt like I'v had nothing to say and I just doodled and made up stories. Sometimes i still wish i thought like that now I just regret what I say because I can never take it back.
But once a famous person said "Unspoken words are the most regretful" In some terms thats true but not in my case, which needs to go to a jury
05 jun 2013
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Bonne
woensdag 05 juni 2013 09:36
It will get better...
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TheMask
donderdag 06 juni 2013 05:40
Bonnie is an idiot just so you know. She's right, but that's obvious, of course things get better, but you're writing about the now, so that's probably what you want feedback on. I would say it's normal, not good, but normal, I can relate to be honest, being alone, with no one who actually cares is terrible, it sucks, and no one, not even people I absolutely despise, deserve it, but pain and loneliness are a big part of why life is life, and all you can do is look for people whom will truly care, don't make the mistake I made and just look for anyone, look for those who will truly care, look on the Internet if you have to, that's where I met some of my best friends I have ever had, obviously be safe and don't trust anyone with personal information until you've known them for a while and video chatted several times, even then still be skeptical, but, you need to search for someone, whether in real life or the Internet is up to you, but I truly hope you find someone whom truly loves and cares about you, don't worry, they're out there, and as our idiotic friend Bonnie said, it will get better.
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Emy
zaterdag 08 juni 2013 22:00
Thanks a lot for commenting on my stuff but Bonne is not an idiot and I'll try to be more social it just i do have friends but not real ones that i can call up when im in trouble.
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