heey you, did i tell you this ?

18+ verhaal
i know i crave attention.
so what, so do you.

okay i should try to be nice, and i actually do care,
i care a lot,
but i feel as if it is going no where,
i guess you know that feeling all too well

i shaved my head
i found a scar
and know what ?
that scar just appeared
the track of a needle

i got scared
you know, i fear for your well being
hell i can't for mine so i care for you.

please know i am worried.
i wish our communication could be any other way
but i don't know how.
i tried and i tried
but i fear i will only scar you away

something i do with every one.
and worse.
we never even met.

how the fuck can i care more for a perfect stranger then whaaa
i don't even fucking know .

please know i care and i do not want you to go through this again.
i am trying so fucking hard, but i fail so misserably.
tears water my vision, blurring perspectives, am i losing grip again ?

i know you feel the urge, i feel it too, often and i long for the taste.
but giving in would only make things worse

i just hope we can see eye to eye when it matters
and can smile and show you my tears of my affection.
rather than my stare of denial.
22 mei 2007 - meld ongepast verhaal
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