Hello world sorry for being so fucked up V.V
my name is jessica kai and i am 15 goin onto 16 i live in tripoli iowa. I moved there from waterloo iowa when i was in second grade because i got expelled for beating up a bully who gave me a concusion for no reason just felt like hurting a kid 3 grades below him so i got up and started to beat the living crap out of him after he called me a honky tonky white ass hore slut....the kid was black/half bosnian so of couse he got off scott free V.V i am always a nice person to get along with. I never talk to anyone. I only write down my thoughts in my head. Its a little to bad that i had tried to kill myself just a few months ago because i couldnt handle it anymore. I had stopped eatin stopped sleeping and stopped being alive essentially i was on autopilot and numb all the time. before that i was addicted to pot thinking that it helped me get the pain away. Its a little to bad that it ruined my future. I am now in a pysch ward for trying to kill myself and then for smoking pot i went to treatment. i just really really want to get out of this place all of the people in here scare me they all look empty. i get beat whenever i dont share my feelings in class because i dont want to talk or show weakness infront of the other people who scare me. So if start to annoy anyone on here please forgive me but if i dont use this then i wont share at all and i will get beat again.
if its the last thing that i do i swear i will escape from this hell V.V
if its the last thing that i do i swear i will escape from this hell V.V
06 jan 2012
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roen (opgeheven op 23-08-2020)
vrijdag 06 januari 2012 02:50
" When you're born you get a ticket to the freak show. When you're born in America, you get a front row seat." (the great) George Carlin.
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its me :)
vrijdag 06 januari 2012 03:13
ya thats a way to think of it i guess thank you
you just gave me a good outlook on life -
ashlie cae
vrijdag 06 januari 2012 03:30
its ok ive been in one of those before cut to deep and i got called in. But if you want some advice to get out of there all u gotta do is act less depressed and cheery and happy all the time. And you shuld be outta there in a month or less
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foxgirl11
vrijdag 06 januari 2012 05:02
im sorry to here u feel tht way bout ur self but u really shoulfnt ur really nice and shouldnt let anything bother u just think possitivwe always talk to ur friends wen ur feeling down or just need to talk.
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its me :)
vrijdag 06 januari 2012 14:37
kk thanks for listening to me even though i prob annoyed the hell outta ya
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