i hate love.



Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it?
It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up this whole armor, for years, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you.
They don't ask for it.
They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages.
It gets inside you.
It tears you up inside and leaves you crying in the darkness,
so even a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or
"how very perceptive"turns into a glass splinter working it's way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination.
Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets inside of you and rips you apart.
I hate love.



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