I wanna be...

Sometimes I look in the mirror and different things apear in my head...

Why do I feel ugly. I always say I AM... My boyfriend says all the time that I'm a real beauty, but I just can't help it not to believe him...

I wanna be beautiful as the night is, with all his lights
I wanna be perfect, so I feel good
I wanna be sure of all things I do
I wanna be a person people admire

I like to be crazy
I like to be different
I like to be like a 'little child'
I like to be me

These last days I were a kind of awkward. I was different all the time. Moment one I was so happy I could die and then I was down for a couple days. It is probably just that I'm a teenager and that I am so emotional in this time. I hate to be a teenager -,-. Sometimes I fight realy hard with my friends. Sometimes so hard that I almost 'break up' with them. I really love my friends, so... I JUST HATE IT OKAY? ;S

But, I hate it to nag...

I just wanna feel right about myself... Not insecure.

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