I want to..

I wanna cry..
I wanna cry when everybody sees me..
I wanna cry..
I wanna cry when everybody hears me..

I wanna yell..
I wanna yell at everybody who I see..
I wanna yell..
I wanna yell at everybody that can hear me..

I wanna do something..
I wanna mean something..
I wanna be someone..
I wanna..

I want to cry, and not be afraid what other think of me..
I want to yell, without people who yell back..
I want to expres my feelings, but I don't..

I never express my sad moments..
The moments I just push away..
I push it away..
Out of sight out of mind right?
Well no..
Because the sad moments never leave..
They keep coming..

I want to cry..
And I want to yell..
But I never do..

Scared of what others think of me..
Scared of what will happen..
What will happen if people know..
Know that I'm scared to..
That I'm not always happy..

What will they do?
Will they just pretend nothing happend..
Will they hate me?
Will they love me?
Will they care about it?
What will they do?
Will they do nothing?
Will they do things I don't want?

I want to cry..
I want to yell..
I want to express my feelings..

But I don't..
To scared..
To scared for the unknown.

verward
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