in the back light

struggling to survive
with the choises to make
the smiles to fake
things to take
and hearts that break

how can one survive
is there a way to go
is there something to do
something to know

i think i am losing it
some think of happy things
i can only be happy when i think of sad things

i don't like violence
i'd rather not use it
but i would kill
when i get the chance

i wanna die
there is no reason for me to be here
no need for a killer
no need for the one i hide inside

all the love in the world
could not make me feel free
all the hate in the world
could not make me kill

i dream of war
i dream of terror
and i pray silently
that things will change
inside of me

afraid that when i change
the world does too
and my dreams come true
which is something
i would not like
to give to you

i have nothing to live for
no love no angels
no demons to fight
no wrong no right

i wanna die
silent in the back
in the fading light
turn to black
maybe end this fight

give me a reason
give me some one to love
no forget the last
you could not give me
anything
because i would only
push it away
shove it aside
turn on you
run and hide

i wanna love
just to settle my mind
i wanna love
just for once
just enough

please kill me
kill me
do it and do it again
kill me

i have no tears to cry
i have no lies to hide
no reasons to live
nor to die
kill me
and forgive me
forget
without
regret
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