Life is Gr8t

The start of 2003 was great. My job is great. I work in a school with disable children. It is so intresting and rewarding and fun as well. I find that I cant wait to see the children in the morning. And if I get home (after 1 and 1/2 hours travelling on the tube) I have a good time with my friends. I think I worked the thing out with C. We are at a realy good place at the moment. I think this is the best that our friendship ever was. We had a very nice snow fight yesterday (we are not use to snow). Yesterdaynight we(C, my brother Freek, my cousin willem) went to a club. They tried to "pull" all night and I was just amused watching them. They didn't have any luck. C was wasted drunk and I helped him to get change and into bed. I had to sleep in the livingroom because my roommate had a girl over (she is gay). But C came and sleep in the livingroom as well. Nothing happend for a change and that was nice. We just lay together and sleep on the sofa. I want C just as a friend. But I still do have feelings for him. So I am trying to find the middle way. But it is looking good. We are going to play golf now and then we going to watch a DVD.