WHY!!!

WHY!!!

I try to find You
I try everyday
I start so good
and over the very first hurdle I fall

All I can say is Help me!!!!
I need YOU!!!!
Cant You see my pain
Cant You make it easier.

Why did You bring him into my life.
Because now I think of him instead of You.
I know he is a good man,
he even worked for You.

But now we both lost the way.
I have to see how he brings home a different girl each week
That he has no respect for woman
He say he has to make up for all the lost time

Why cant he see how he hurts me.
How can he ignore the history we have.
But I know he cares
The timing is just not right.

Help me to say no to our flings.
Help me to be myself around him.
And not to be ashamed of You.

And although my relationship with You is just in the beginning
I just want to ask You to take care of my friend!