little sister lyrics qotsa en gedachtes van mij

Queens Of The Stone Age
-little sister-

Hey sister why you all alone?
I'm standing out your window
Hey little sister, can I come inside, dear?

I wanna show you all my love
I wanna be the only one
I know you like nobody ever, baby

Little sister can't you find another way
No more livin life behind a shadow

You whisper secrets in my ear
Slowly dancing cheek to cheek
it's such a sweet thing when you open up, baby
They say I'll only do you wrong
we come together cause I understand
Just who you really are, baby




just thoughts that rise every now and then

*ohw well that was last year
who knows shit can happen
the funny thing is
i did not write this
but it is sure close of how i felt
*

tja toeval bestaat............................
of niet ?

misschien kan ik wel meer vinden
dat naar anderen verwijst

oja dat hoeft niet
er is genoeg in mijn wereld

het is waar
wat ze zeggen
geloof ze maar

hell i am not inlove
at this moment
my heart is black hollow and cold

what if
it is
not a charade
but a true cause
a way to end it all
and die
or a way
that would make every one
happy

who knows


some say
i get all the love in the world
some say you do

i just make the things mine
and give it away
just as they tought me
open and true
to the one cause that matters
love

who the fuck cares any way
i am insane
if you think
you are sane

i miss you
my friends
those close and nearby
those far and never seen
they who rather see me dead
they who would love to be near

i miss the times
i could have fun
i can be funny
sometimes
but most of the time
i just am

a little side step
how can it be
that i see
your picture
when i did not open it ?

and what the fuck am i doing

i should be
inlove

don't even think it's you
maybe it's someone
who will never know
never heared it
never been told
maybe
i am just pretending
that i can love
because it feels like so long ago

just this afternoon

i felt love
the grim reminder
of a relation
broken without knowing
broken for a higher purpose
broken
because i felt incapable to be all
but i still feel the pain
with the sound of her name

i found out
we broke up
half a year later
then she realized

i still fall apart
thinking of all the girls i loved
and find myself
unable to speak

i've lost it all
and will lose even more

i have to love
in a backwards manner
maybe i can fall to pieces
and grow in love
and when the mountain is at its peak
time ends

i fear love

I FEAR
that what means the most to me

no one will know my love
not the full thing
because i will not
let love come close

i am so sorry
i am such a sorry excuse for love
let me die in peace
cause i am not at war
i am writing so much
that all seems lost in words

they know
they know so well
and they return their view
just to show me
but it's just
another breakdown

i wanna smoke marijuana
die in an epileptic attack
all alone
in my home

but i know
i will not die
i tried
so many times
been there too often
and seen the light
seen the dark
they hate me
they refuse to let me in
because i fear

LOVE