my head hurts

are we there yet ?

my head hurts, guess i'd like to take some time off
my head hurts, but we can not stop
not untill it is done.

and we are watching, commenting and arguing
but we can not act, not untill they do
and yet they do nothing but act.

my head hurts from all the lies i have to swallow
all the shit they pump out.
you have no idea of what is at the door
untill the light flashes in your eyes and you dissapear.

my head hurts,
but who will bother,
who will notice

they could take me away just within a few months
and for them and you nothing will have changed

would any one notice,
the absence ?
most of you would not even care !
i don't fancy myself as being loved or cared for
only few do that.
why then do i do this ?
fighting this fight
trying to make things right ?
why bother when no one will notice

just the few will notice,
a few friends
and i figure, that is all i really have
a few friends who care,
for most won't even listen
read or think about the words
for them i am just paranoied
for them i am just a fool
guess it would be best for them in the end
not knowing !

my head hurts,
was it the blow to my head ?

maybe one day some will figure out
figure out what truely happend
and then they know
they can not speak
i feel sorry for them
cause they believe that right will not be taken
so mistaken
as my friends in the US are seeing right now
but i can not show it
not convay it like they would understand

i won't be comming home
not on public demand
if i come home
it be black
in a body back
unless things have changed
this is probably my future

atleast she is save
atleast she is save !

my head hurts, and i figure it is the worries
the shit that is upon us
i'd rather have a disaster now
but then again
humans like their discrimination

my head hurts
how i long for love
she'd get me silent
she'd get me quiet
but i'd get her in trouble
been there before
don't wanna have that any more
they'll kill me some day
better hope and pray
it is not invein
like yesterday.