never ment anything

i was nothing to you
i did not even excist
or maybe i did
but once you saw the other side
you did not know how fast to hide

you told me about the room you had.
you told me of my old room, the stereo on the bed.
you told me about the room in the flat
high up in the sky
and i don't know
you told me that, why ?

i asked you to show me your room
but you would not let me
you thought of things i dare not dream of

i never ment anything for you
and if i did,
you lost that rather quick

i died for you
i live for you
i cried for you
i lied for you
but you
you never came through
left me out in the cold
well that is how it felt
but then again
i am turning grey and old

you told me of the room
the one that felt good
the one that had miracles
and yet
it was so simple
the room was just my home.

do you remember the things i've said ?
guess not, maybe he does
i think it is still in his head
as he waved his fist
and yet invited me in
i told him the bullit was for him
but then again
it would have been the only way for me to win.
so i did not, and know i never tried
not because of you
but the things on the other side.
you once had a beautyfull mind
and you could not cope with the fact
it broke my heart
in more ways than one

i never ment any thing
and maybe i did
but all i said have come true
maybe in ten years
well meet up
and pull through.
maybe not, but what the hell
2022 will be fun
miss you a lot
yet i have had none
never had you
never will
do not desire
just want to see you smile.
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