nothing worth reading

tears of pain never come when you want them to
they lurk just beneath the surface

the hollow figures that stalk me
quiet but truely there
they want me to suffer
just like i want to
and now i do
i suffer

you know my life is pointless
they wanted me to be some one
and i refused
knowing the consequences
both of them
whether i become some one or become another loser
it makes no difference for my outcome
just for the others

when you know what is to come
you can never set it in motion
atleast when it involves things you'd rather not do
but surely want to

i think i'll shut up for now
no one really wants this
nor do i
but it keeps on going inside

can you hear them ?
calling out
crying for more ?

i deny them all that i can give
i deny them the consequence of what could be

they say i should not spare others
that they must make mistakes them self
and when i let them, they cry
and i hear
sometimes they cry, "you should have told me"
and contradict their wishes

what am i to do
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