Oh. Honey I need you.

Today has gone by so slow. It's Wednesday. National Hump Day today. I didn't have a chance to hump anyone even though I was told I should suck birthday boy's dick on Friday at the game. HA. Yeah. No. I'm good. I just finished my homework that I put off for about 5 hours now.
Oh! Today I went to German club with the best friend and my black best friend. ;] We didn't celebrate Octoberfest so, we decided to make pretzels for club and celebrate it on Freitag! I ate a pretzel. was great. FUCK. Tomorrow I have conditioning in the morning and after school. I should just skip. I'm ready to just sleep.. forever. Do nothing. at all.

I've never really been obsessed with having a boyfriend. Yes, I like the thought of one, but when it happens? Creeps me the fuck out. My personality is not for a relationship. I'm just way too picky. I also tend to attract the socially awkward guys too. Also, I'm too nice. I'm nice to everyone, especially to the guys with no friends... then they cling. I have no choice but be a bitch to them.
I've learned my lesson though. Especially when a guy shows interest.
2weeks ago:
I was attracted to this guy right when we met. In matter of 30 minutes he was wrapping his arm around my waist, nuzzling his nose into my neck, and laughing at my awkward jokes. aheheh. He asked for my number when I said I had to leave, and we text all that weekend. Monday rolls around, and I'm now in advisement. My friend comes in, basically about to crap her pants she says, "Guess who I was texting this whole weekend??!" Mmm yeah. The guy who was all over me. Apparently he was saying the same things he sent me to her too. Wtf? Being single and talking to girls is one thing, but saying the same thing to two different girls who happen to be close friends is not cool. Well, he found out we knew everything, and blew up in m face about how he isn't a player yaddayadda yadda. Okay? Cool? I never said you were. Just don't talk to me. APPARENTLY. My friend told him I said he was a tool with no life and a player who doesn't know how to play. LOL. Geezus. I was crushed, really was. It was the first time in probably 5 months a guy has ever showed interest and followed through with everything.
Most guys are intimidated by me. So they just stare, and it's awkward when I catch them staring. So, I usually have to break the ice first.. crack a joke do something stupid, or ask them what the teacher said. Honestly, guys are clueless when it comes to talking to me.. or other girls.

Today I made eye contact with him. He winked. I looked away and continued to walk towards the opposite direction.

Anyway, this guy in my Deutsche Klasse asked me to come to some fight with him. I don't know if he was asking me out? But I asked him if he was fighting, and he was. Fighting against who? Some kids at a rivalry school of ours. Go figure. I told him that that was stupid and to not fight.
He's a baseball player. He's big. 6'3. Amazing body. His jawline is so pronounced. Probably the sweetest guy ever, and he has a really dry sense of humor. I love it. He could potentially be something to me, but I'd rather take it slow. He's already talking about going on dates with me in the next few weeks. He wants to "spontaneously" show up at my house and take me out. Yeah right. Make plans with me first. kthnx.

I burned a CD for the morning car rides to school. I take a friend of mine to school, and the radio is nothing but full of people shit talking about nothing.


LOL. This kid. OMG. LOL. This new kid was telling me that the only girls he finds attractive in my high school are blonde girls, and touched my hair.. The fuck? And he asked me if my hair was naturally blonde? Mmyeah, it is. Thanks. Now stop touching my hair. Fucking creeper. I attract them hardcore too. Oh and today, I was told 4 times that I have pretty eyes. I should wear green more. Brings out my green eyes.
I'm hoping I get to spend time with my bestie this weekend. I have new music for her, and I only walk with her in the halls at school =[.

Today was pretty lame. Not gonna lie.

This song came on in weight training today. Reminded me with oldie times with my Schwester.

http://youtu.be/ZnSsWciVjhQ


"Laughter is not at all a bad beginning for a friendship, and it is far the best ending for one."
Oscar Wilde



Song in my title: Half Mast - Empire of the Sun